Your sharing about your dad is very heartfelt. I find it sad that you weren't able to make things right with him before he passed away. Parents have a way of knowing that their children love them, even if there have been some bumps in the journey of the relationship.
I understood every word. Thank you. The holy writ that says "Honor thy father....", well that one is the only one with a promise, something I didn't realize til I grew old. I am glad you are still here and glad that I am too.
You are not the only person who disappointed one or both parents. As you know, feelings of this sort can sometimes be channeled into fiction. Best of luck with your ongoing reflections, which you convey powerfully.
Statistics have never comforted me. Kowing that 10 billion peope had been awful to their parents wouldn’t make me feel the slightest bit better about having been awful to my own. The world has told me pretty emphatially that it isn’t interested in my fiction. bit.ly/johnnywrites.
The world isn't interested in my fiction, either, John. However, I shall keep writing: if not for fame, fortune, and glory, simply for the sheer joy of creating something from nothing. The same is true for my musical compositions.
Self-publishing is a marketing game these days. Unless one has the money, skills, and time to put into self-promotion, one's works won't sell. Lacking all three, I am only too well aware of the outcome.
In time, wounds will heal. Please trust me on that. At 77, I know my parents would both be very disappointed in me, but it no longer hurts the way it once did...
Far more than money, skills, and time, I think it’s a case of blind luck. We’re the same age, Lenny. Do you have any short stories? We could have an exchange of prisoners. :-)
This is well written and heart wrenching. So different from my childhood. I hope your daughter reads it. Sending love from Ecuador....
Thanks very much, Franny. Love to you and Robert.
Dear heart. Much love 🤗🥰🖖
Your sharing about your dad is very heartfelt. I find it sad that you weren't able to make things right with him before he passed away. Parents have a way of knowing that their children love them, even if there have been some bumps in the journey of the relationship.
I understood every word. Thank you. The holy writ that says "Honor thy father....", well that one is the only one with a promise, something I didn't realize til I grew old. I am glad you are still here and glad that I am too.
Teach your parents well
Their children's hell will slowly go by
And feed them on your dreams
The one they pick's the one you'll know by.
Don't you ever ask them why
If they told you, you would cry
So just look at them and sigh
And know they love you.
You are not the only person who disappointed one or both parents. As you know, feelings of this sort can sometimes be channeled into fiction. Best of luck with your ongoing reflections, which you convey powerfully.
As ever, thanks very much for reading, Lenny.
Statistics have never comforted me. Kowing that 10 billion peope had been awful to their parents wouldn’t make me feel the slightest bit better about having been awful to my own. The world has told me pretty emphatially that it isn’t interested in my fiction. bit.ly/johnnywrites.
The world isn't interested in my fiction, either, John. However, I shall keep writing: if not for fame, fortune, and glory, simply for the sheer joy of creating something from nothing. The same is true for my musical compositions.
Self-publishing is a marketing game these days. Unless one has the money, skills, and time to put into self-promotion, one's works won't sell. Lacking all three, I am only too well aware of the outcome.
In time, wounds will heal. Please trust me on that. At 77, I know my parents would both be very disappointed in me, but it no longer hurts the way it once did...
Far more than money, skills, and time, I think it’s a case of blind luck. We’re the same age, Lenny. Do you have any short stories? We could have an exchange of prisoners. :-)
Thanks! I'll message you.